Despite all our rage: An autoethnographic analysis on the role of shared affect in dementia caregiving relationships.

Using an autoethnographic approach, this paper explores the phenomenon of shared rage between Alzheimer's patients and their informal family caregivers. Unlike previous analyses regarding dementia care, this work understands that rage within caregiving relationships is both dynamic and productive. Drawing broadly from social scientific studies regarding emotional labour and "feeling work," this work argues that Alzheimer's sufferers and their informal caregivers form two halves of a dyad, each of whom may use rage as a form of protection against loss of relational identity and pursuant grief, and to demand humane and dignified treatment from broken formal care systems. This individual rage simultaneously offers a point of connection between both halves of the caregiving dyad, which is otherwise torn asunder by interpersonal manifestations of the disease. Ultimately this paper argues for a brave, curious and compassionate response to caregiving dyads in which experiences of rage are not stigmatized, minimized or medicalized. Rather, this analysis suggests that experiences of anger are recognized as an often-excruciating form of emotional labour necessitated by an insidious disease and inadequate formal care systems.